Mama (II)

I am perplexed
And my soul feels depressed
How could this happen?
That you shall never return
Mama!
You have left with part of me
And since then, I am not me
When I recall memories
They turns to miseries
Mama!
I can imagine how you feels
That from our enemies, we takes our heels
You were a woman of prime
Who warns us to escape from crime
Mama!
You left me a blind boy
And like helpless boy
AS you know I was
How then shall I fight my wars?
Mama!
I am just a suckling child
But alone I must ride
So where are those affections
And the spirit of protections
Mama!
How do you expect me to trod
Without your guiding rod?
You have created this hole
In my heart and it's not fill-able
Mama!
So are we going to meet again?
Maybe after orbiting the sun again
OH! Death is truly inevitable  
But also suddenly available
Mama!
May your soul rest in peace