How can this year be of but only misfortunes,
Look how devastating the lost are this year.
I lost so many people.
...With whom I had so many trends.
What have you lost?
A brother, a father or a sister!
Am sorry, I lost my only dear mother.
Oh! The year in my favor,
Seems really unfair to the poor who are struggling.
What more is left for me to do?

I know though many are called today,
Only few are chosen for that day.
And your impact in life today,
Would be counted after your departure.
What about this sensible saying,
The maker always doesn't enjoy the fruit for his labor.
But makes it and leaves it for the the roots.
Could it be true? I wonders not.
As for in my case,
The workers are truly lacking the enjoyment of their efforts.

It's really hard losing a mum as a boy.
But then, nothing more could be done.
Yet alone, a childhood friend.
I am very sorry how badly 2011 started for me.
It made me to get a wondering mind.
As the lost seems to much for me to handle.
And now, If I should live at all,
For who do I if not for my mother?
In whose womb I was made up.
I am sorry for life and the society as well.
Why should we just be dying like flies?
And I asked, what more could life offer?
If not tribulations and sufferings.
In which we keep dying everyday all night.
Now, I am without somebody.
Somebody who can care for me beyond my thoughts.
Who should be there for me always.
Oh! That's why I asked and say,........
What more is left for me to do????

(life is unpredictable)